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i miss my ex terribly, please dont tell him or my friends. he thinks that i hate him and they tell me that i should and that i should block him. i keep thinking of him all the time and it infects all i have to talk about. i tried to cut a peice of him out of me and everything i was came with it. i dream of him often and have done for months... i tried to trick myself out of dreaming of seeing him one last time. i wrote poems about him all through knowing him. now he has gone again i dont know what to do. last time i decided to try and make a life for myself that he would be proud of... now i am in a madness alone... i must find him soon or myself.