hot in the city, hot in the city tonight

its only like 23c today in the uk but it's so humid and 
10x hotter in the buildings but i'm okay with it...

i have a theory that there are globally universal days with either global good or bad luck. sometimes it is reflected in global historical events, sometimes in weather phenomenon or general omen or symbolism like birds or flowers or noticable and unusual events... However! this morning i was having a confusing global luckday as i took absoloutely forever to get ready because it's warm today but i didn't want to look too eager and be that one prick that is in shorts the MINUTE the mercury graces 10c but also i didnt want to be overdressed like a prick so i went for the more conservative outfit option to guage the weather, hence almost making me late. then my hair was messy and i didn't have time to put any product on it so i refreshed the braids and have pushed my sunglasses to the top of my head and am using it as a headband- then the jacket debacle; do i need one and how thick?... AND THEN MY HEADPHONES WERE FUCKING UP... though the worst part of my morning though was, being as late as i was, that i had walked into my uni building, the robotics and computer science and maths and physics department ( if only they came up with a really convienient acronym for that...) as they were holding what i assume was a careers event, and there was a long like towards my left with people in business casual. as my eyes were gracing the crowd i notice a tallish man in a buttoned up light blue shirt, no tie, navy slacks

me thinks, (not that i was staring or anything) and a diamond earring... i see that the guy is mixed like me, looking strangely like me aswell, staring at me too and he's got a goatee and a slit eyebrow and it's one of my ex's... and he saw me... he's got a new haircut tho and is my hottest ex like all of my girls said he's objectively attractive which is a win but as the absolute MUG i happen to be, i wasn't focussing my eyes on anything as i walked so just as i recognised it was him, my face crumpled into a laugh and i ran up the stairs. unfortunately i go into instant hysterics whenever i experience ANYTHING; sadness, happiness, embarassment, you name it, i will laugh, HARD. like, so hard i will not be able to breathe hard. i laugh at all my ex's and people i'm not supposed to laugh at because i will piss them off. luckily today (my only bit of good luck today might i add) i ran up to tell my besties EVERYTHING and also i look so hot (attractive, not sweaty) in this very moment. glad i chose my back up outfit because im wearing this new frank ocean tshirt i made myself that i think is really cool. it's oversized and black and i cut the top off and used reverse applique to put in my favourite frank ocean lyric from nights, "wanna see nirvana but don't wanna die" across it like a halo on the front and back. i'm excited because it took me forever to hand sew and finish... anyway so much for decentering men...i have summertime by kraeyshawn stuck in my head but its only half accurate so its like "mumblemumblemumblemumble chew all of my bubble gum" and its so irritating because i want to sing it. im looking forward to leaving this lecture so i can tell my bestie EVERYTHING, i told my uni bestie everything as we sat in the park and its wayyyyyy better than discussing deadlines as we are doing right now...

in [redacted] we trust, india xox