WE CHILLINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

my brain has exhausted the list and i am blogging in the 
cafeteria right now having my lunch, we are so back

i LOVE having a chill mind and chill heart (this has only occured as of four minutes ago as i woke up a raging bitch at 9am). but seriously, it is said that women handle their feelings after a breakup in three months and then they are free. men are said to avoid how they feel for those three months and it hits them and they go into a long and dragging depression... i am excited for this. i jest, but im starting to feel better, it's no longer a dark cloud over my head thats always present and keeps raining on me. its just a tiny grey cloud now that i can blow away when it gets too annoying. i should be working on one of my essays right now but i have to make a reddit/ discogs post, eat, blog, write a poem thats bugging me, figure out how to fix the grass stain on my jeans... everything. i got some bruchetta chips and i'm gonna try them and do a flash review... 8/10 very nice pizza flavour. very yummy. anyway i'm not too mad because the essay is on lolita by nabokov and the woman warrior by maxine hong kingston and i'm excited to discuss my ideas. the other essay is shit tho. my grades have been sort of middling this year and i'm kinda sad about it. i think i dont suit the teaching style here because i want to be challenged and not have to organise the adults that are supposed to help me when i could just do it myself. also group work irritates me because i understand its to have a variety of ideas but i can do that by myself, i'm LITTTTTERALLY an otherthinker... i got in trouble once because i only contributed once and it's because i won't just talk if i have nothing to say because i actually have NOTHING TO SAY. how can i make something from nothing? (i actually think i'm good at doing that but alas...) i might update the writings page again too, i have a lot thats unfinished that i would enjoy completing. i'm so happy that ive started to write about my interests in a way that i am happy with. i hope this leads somewhere...

pizza flavoured bruschetta, india xox