i had some tree time and i feel fine!!!

though my ex is going about his day and that pisses me 
off even though i know it's probably not as cool as mine

before i begin my blog i want to remember someone kind. i know that i am i bit late, but i'd like to remember moko sellars, who passed away three years ago. i remember because i was in media studies and saw it announced on instagram and cried in class. she was the inventor (?) of drumstick chopsticks, a staple of my dinners as a kid and she sent me the last pair she had when they broke (i asked because they were discontinued). i am very grateful to her. although i never knew her on a personal level, i try to be creative to further her memory in a sense. i think that is the way of all creatives though, standing on the shoulders of those who came before. i think i have adopted the lesson that art should be functional for everyday and not take itself too seriously, just make the ritualistic a bit more fun. i love blogging in class. i feel very gossip girl, very carrie bradshaw (i've not watched EITHER of those shows)... my lecturer is being a little patronising today... they are saying that they WANT to give us an 80 but WE bring OURSELVES down... no, you do... YOU ARE MARKING IT!! i'd always give myself an 100 everytime. but theres alot of 'if you want a low mark don't listen to me' going on, which i think is unfair. i want a high mark, you just mark in a biased manner. anyway, it's friday today!!! which is my favourite day of the week because i get to spend

time with my dad! we go on a walk to the co-op and then to our local farmshop to get snacks as a little reward for working through the week. it's fun because we get to talk the whole time and we get to see the cows and maybe my favourite neighbourhood cat. shes quite old and ginger and very loving. i had a weird dream last night. i can't remember where it was or what happened but i woke up ambivalent. wasn't in a cold sweat which makes a change from where i was a few months ago. #score. i remember another one i had where i was the child of my favourite internet couple that broke up and they were amicable in their sky apartment and i was just having fun with them. i think that's just because i was listening to his new album which made it clear he was the problem in their relationship probably and fumbled a bad bitch. this seems to be an epidemic as similarly to that couple, my scandi rapper ex also fumbled a bad bitch (me, to be clear) and is probs moping about it. can you tell i can never let go of anything ever? then i wanted more sleep because i woke up at 6:45am but got up, ate breakfast. i got to my uni by train then walked to my favourite park and sat by a tree because for some fucking reason some idiot decided to start the seminar at 9:30am then have the lectures online... why... i have so much free time... just have them in person. i also had no idea about the lectures until the other day which is WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too late because its the assignment period now. i should probably get on with it now. i have like ten days before my first one then the second is shortly after that and then after that. later, as we do every friday, my dad and i will be having pepperoni pizza while watching a film. this week i think it might be conclave...

go forth and multiply! india xox