time is a circle that i can blog upon

i love people places and emotional anguish and having 
dreams and not achieving them.

lol i realise that everytime i blog, or almost everytime, i talk about all the things i wish i could do that i hold myself back from. i was going to start with the things i wished i could do but i don't think i will. i've stayed in for the past few days too so i think that might be it. i get a bit weird when i stay inside and dont have time with my friends, they humanise me and make me normal. i made a yogurt drink this morning for breakfast because i had one last night and i was refreshed. i used to make them last year and they are really good. theres a version of this drink in every culture i think but mine uses one mini carton of greek yogurt, either a handful of raspberries or half a lime and the zest, cold water, honey, and maybe some apple juice mixed in, maybe a pinch of salt. the aim is to complement the sour with the sewwt then water it down to a drinkable and smooth consistancy. very refreshing. you could probably make it any flavour but i tried blood orange and it didn't work. when i was at college i never imagined that life would be like this, that i would have my own website that i made myself. i had to make one for media studies but not on html so i didn't like it. im glad i get to write pretty much anything here, and i like the lay out i created, although it's quite simple. besides essays, i actually like to write. i need to get back to my poetry. i wrote one last night that i

should add soon. i also have a long line of ideas to finish, one about my dreams. today is my favourite day of the week, it is friday and i get to spend time with my dad!!! its my favourite day of the week also because we get sncks too. i always get a salt and pepper bread roll, a small 20p fudge stick, a small tub of icecream (to make a float or iced latte with, i might make an iced matcha today), a chicken samosa, a drink, a small bag of pork crackling things that i suck the fat off and some fruit and rasperry bears for throughout the week. i would say that i am someone who does like to try new things, especially food wise. i used to be a picky eater but i think that was trust related. whenever my bestie cooks for me i eat it because i feel safe, even if its got something ive not tried or dislike in it. i do want to try more fooda though and my dad supports me in this when he can. i am also a chronic restaurant hopper when i have the money. food is very important to me because it brings people together. eating is always a communal event to me. when i travel the world, i will be recording what i eat because i want to try literally evrything. i'd tather walk somewhere and save money on travel just so i could eat more. i also want to expand my knowledge on flowers for some reason, i don't know why but food, flowers, and perfume seem to go together in my head. i have loads of books on these topics that i might aswell read them.

happy friday, india xox