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18/04/25- i have goals they are just kicking the balls at me instead

i am trying to write my blog more and write poetry and little essays and things but trying to survive in the real world and do my little crafts are incredibly taxing to keep up with... i do want to write about my fave song lyrics though, and write more poetry, and taking life slower and iphone photography settings and synth fundamentals... it shall get done at some point.

01/04/2025- just wrote a huge blog

i love yapping on the internet into the void basically... anyway writing more poetry to go up soon.

31/03/25- god im so fucking back (negative)

back at uni again :(... i was really enjoying having free time and not having to drag myself all this way but IT'S FINE (i've been off for a whole week and i have another three off after this so i dont really know what im complaining about, its not like i have essays to do or anything either (idk i have not checked)). kinda mad that its april tomorrow because its been a quarter of the year down already and i spent it being depressed and crying over a man. i have to lock in and start doing the things i want to do now and thats A LOT of responsibility on me to make me happy. loving blogging though its so fun, i love hiding little extra secrets in them. i have just remembered that i miss doing zooniverse i should get back to that. might write in my diary today to catch the last day of this month. also need to write more poetry.

25/03/2025- oh my god im so fucking ill i'm skipping uni today

blog is working nicely for me, i figured out how to add secrets and links but i want to figure out how to embed spotify songs. i need to sort the blog entries by theme because i might use them alot like the writings page if i don't have much to say. also need to perfect the layout because it's a little delicate, very trial and error, and none of the text is ever proofread. i'm trying to fix the scrollbars on EVERYTHING because i think they are ugly and not in the cool way i ususlly like. might add ANOTHER blog entry today because i'm really enjoying this now i've got the basics down. like i'm still changing things about the website ans still negotiating how much i want to say and what i want to include but also it's a good start. i do want to get wilder in some areas visually, maybe in the writings part to really convey what i'm saying, but i like the sleek blandness of the main house style. it keeps my brain clean. listening to an audiobook rn, gonna blog about it. think i might also fuck off the reviews page and have it in the blog section.

21/03/25- coding in my lecture like an icon

figured out the rest of the blog and how to add pictures and shit. not like fully add pictures, i don't remember how to place them in columns but ill just look. added some more poems, need to write some more tho. gonna use them for music >:) also i have decided to throw colour to the wind because i want to highlight the days in different colours- i've also decided that FUCK years i will be just tagging them onto the bottom of each entry because fuck you, time is a flat circle. also i have so many ideas to write about in the writings part but i have not had the time, can't wait for summer so i can work on this more. i just wanna yap about the things i know about but there's so much that i want to do i'm gonna have to put it all in a routine and do a little each week or something... idk i'm a girl with BIG dreams. I WANT TO DO A LOT!!! like add the writings links back but i can't figure out how to do it without removing the highlights...

update: the first blog is up (21/mar/25)!! it was very fun to make, will be doing more.

20/02/2025- BLOG IS UP!!!!!

i have added april so far and i will be adding the rest of the months soon as possible but i probably wont be adding to it very much yet as im still at uni and everything is boring and i dont have much to write about... but the sun is out!!! and i am excited for the future!! HOWEVER, this is how the blog currently works, the months and days with entries will be highlighted in yellow, the current month will be marked in pink or something because i like pink.

19/03/25- we are so back B)

i have been updating the poetry section on here and am trying to set up a writing blog area. still want to add audio to the songs in the poem section. also want to figure out how to make a SIMPLE AND EASY GALLERY. literally just a 3x whatever grid. no fancy shit. also been getting into synths and shit recently, it's been really fun.

03/03/2025- OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ARGH

hello people, it's not really a good day/ month/ year for me and i cried really hard today but i'm okay, i'm adding songs and more poems to the poetry part and figuring out how to put audio and pictures in. listening to frank ocean too, i dont wanna cry again but i may...

28/02/2025- first day of spring/ last day of winter

slipped out of winter deppression and updated this site with some of my poetry. i have a lot though so i'll finish some andd go through it a bit more and add things. i plan to simplify the site and add more easter eggs when i can so it's more interesting. i'd really like to write on here more and have this as a place outside my diary where i can focus my mind and organise my thoughts and document things.

21/02/2025- daydreaming about a holiday

please let me rest

17/12/2024- another poem published!!!

i am very excited about this one!